Sunday, September 13, 2009

does it matter

I am chatting with the people all over the world.
I met lots of people on the net.
Everybody has their own value for me.
I had chances to know gay people on net.
I cannot say I am understanding gays completely,
at least trying to understand them.

I am a straight man.
if you asked "What does gay mean?"
to me in a few years ago.
I could say
"a man who has a physical desire for other men"
In years, I met gays on the net, and
have an idea about those people.

if you ask "What does gay mean?" now,

I can say

a man who has to hide himself
to protect himself from the society,
a man who is rejected by the society,
a man who is trying to reject being a gay
behaving like a straight man,
a man who may be a close friend, a buddy and a father,
a man who may feel helpless and needs our help,
a man who may feel hopeless, needs us to give our support,
a man who feels lonely, needs us to share his loneliness

WHAT REALLY MATTERS?

My parents asked if I'm gay,
I said does it matter,
They said not really,
I told them yes I'm Gay,
They said get out of our lives,
I guess it mattered!

My Boss said are you gay,
I said does it matter,
My boss said not really,
I told my boss, yes I'm gay,
My boss said you're fired queer,
I guess it mattered!

My friend asked if I'm gay,
I said does it matter,
My friend said no not really,
I told my friend yes I'm gay,
My friend said don't call me friend,
I guess it mattered!

My lover said do you love me,
I said does it matter,
My lover said yes,
I told my lover yes I love you,
My lover said hold me in your arms,
For the first time something in my life matters.

God asked, Do you love yourself,
I said does it matter,
God said yes,
I said how can I love myself if I am gay,
God said because that is the way I made you,
Nothing will ever matter again.

Does it matter for you?


2 comments:

  1. hey Db.. what happened to you? you still ok? just sms or call me if u need me k.. can feel that you're upset there. ^^

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